I like to dance (via my tumblr)

"It’s my 3rd year taking Summer Intensive classes at WSPA. And since my first class till now.. I’ve grown, I know I have.

But maan do I choke and get all nervous when it comes to performing. And no, not at competition. We go in ready for that shit. (Big ups to mr director himself, Patrick Cruz) I’m talking about performing in groups at workshops / at the studio at practice / auditions=xxxxx.. that whole thing. I hype myself up way too much —and then forget. When I just learned it! That is exactly what I need to work on this year; to be able to learn and perform what I’ve learned with the confidence I’ve proved to have this year. Seriously, I get.. nervous/shy idk what it is I just get sooo … scared. I act like i’ve never gotten up and danced for these people before!

I dance at WSPA because I like to do it, I look forward to it, I get anxious/excited about it, it’s something I do FOR ME. Not a lot of things in my life have that effect on me. It’s an experience I KNOW I would’ve missed out on if I never took that first S.I class back in 2007. It’s an on-going learning experience and I think that’s why I like it as much as I do. I learn something about myself all the time. It just.. it’s a good feeling, dancing. I have so much to say………… it’s annoying that I can’t find a way to put it all into words. One week, 530-730.. I need to enjoy myself, have fun, and learn a thing or two from these very talented people I’ve so willingly surrounded myself with."

P. Cruz's class was good today. Like always haha. He brings something different everytime. Goodshit.

-Mel

My SECOND first day of summer :) !

I got dragged into summer school because my whackass Alg2 teacher decided to play me with a 69%. (ANNOYING) So I spent a month of my summer from 11:15-1:00, 5 days a week, at Sacred Heart. To be honest though, it wasn't even all that bad. Poker before class / during breaks, 'helping' R. Santiago move his car and find parking, picking up my daily Thai Tea, and Mr. Murphy in class doing absolutely nothing but teach a 10-15 minute lesson.. it really wasn't that bad. I'll tell you what almost killed me though: July 1st, 2009. Muni went up to 75 cents and Bart going up like 20 cents or something. Some of you are probably like 'wtf is this girl trippin about' UH, NO. If you go to school in the city and take public transportation often out there --you hate this as much as I do. I'm not gonna miss summer school, but i'll definately miss the people. I'm done with an A :-] so now i'm ready to chill, enjoy the rest of summer, and never make curfew. Foreal.

-Mel

"The hands of a champion"

I got a text from a familiar (though not familiar during this dry dry so dry summer) face Thursday night. All the 'i miss you you little shits' ' i miss you you fat piece of shit' blah blah ENDED when this fool and J. delRosario picked me up from school (LATEIMIGHTADDHAHA) Friday afternoon. It was always us three at school and since summer started i've been seeing one way more than the other. K. Reyes I missed you man, stop dissapearing on us. Idc about work/ball you HAVE to make time for your girls :-] 'Cause once school starts you won't be able to get rid of us and you already know it. We watched Bruno [x_x] heh. Hilarious but disturbing.. way fucking disturbing at some points. Actually, a lot of points haha. Definately worth that rated R. Then we went to Sign Hill. Fml, that shit was hard to climb up, and hella worse to climb down to get to those letters! And btw, if you find my food just eat it haha I can't believe I lost it in your car -_____- Now i'm craving Thai. Oh well. Friday was a good one, I haven't had one like it in awhile. Let's hope once summer school ends, which is next Friday!!!!!!, summer 2009 will start havin a good look.

Till whenever I feel like it,

-Mel

Wanna boom? .....=x

I took a deepass breath when I saw this. I'll be there Aug8, so should you.